so it has been forever since ive ever been on here, let alone posted some of my work up

then again it has been a while since ive even taken good quality shots of anything to put up here

with having my son and going through the normal dramas of everyday life plus some, my world is always crazy

its been over a year since ive wrote a journal period so i will up date you all

my son Caden Zeppelin will be 1 year old on June 6, which is pretty much 2 weeks away.

i cant wait! i am so freakin excited.

ill be posting pics of up him soon, i have some of him when he was newborn that are really good, plus jessi who i loves so much ..everytime she comes over she has her trusty cam with her and takes pics of the kids like they are going to evaporate right in front of her, LOL

as far as the party goes, we want to do toy story but could only find BUZZ lightyear on everything, so we have been buying things seperatly and special ordering things... so far our tablecloth is fucked up, our banners we bought are fucked up... thank god the cake topper we got is just freakin perfect.

i feel as thought that day is going to be pure hell when it gets here, i want everything to be good.. doesnt have to be perfect, just good, and already im doubting everything.

anyway asides from that sara starts 4k this year, so her butt will be going to school in aug, which is mad crazy to me, i know she has to go to school but ive always had her by my side..period.. and now shes going to be GONE, somewhere else, without me

eh..well i guess that is enough of my update, laterz