most of you don't know that forever ago..

i was on this kick that im going to find ME.

through all the drama and bullshit i have went through throughout the years and me getting older.. i lost who i was .. which makes me really sad bc if you think about it.. how the fuck can you NOT know who you are.

right?

well i was getting there and my progress was awesome.. but then i fell down and just didn't stand up again...


i put my kids before everything and i work and take care of them so much that i don't have time to do the things i love and relax and be me, i just started taking new pics lately, which i haven't done in forever.. and it has been at least a year or more since i have wrote..anything..even a poem.

my two passions and been but on hold for life... which sucks. life sucks!

so now its time for me to declare who i am again.

this will be hard.
this will be full of emotions.
this will be confusing.
this will be DONE.

its something i have to do to make myself happy with me.